Well... first of all i am realizing that my blogs are kinda steering away from my original idea of talking about what i wanna do and be when i grow up but now it is kinda just like a weekly journal...but i guess it is still just talking about how i am growing everyday and how i am coming closer and closer to who and what i am going to do and be for the rest of my life.
But this weeks is spring break and i am SOOO excited to be sitting in my house listening to my mom clean the kitchen, listening to my little sister practice her guitar and knowing my little brother is in his room....we just got back from my grandmas house (we went over there for dinner) and missing my dad tonight because he is at work today...my dad is a fire fighter so he is gone every other day for 24 hour shifts! :) but i just feel like it is so so so amazing to be home and know that i am home for an entire week! every time i come home it is like exactly as if i was never gone and i love it! i feel so fortunate that i can come home and absolutely love every second of being home...it gives me mixed emotions when i hear of people say that they cant wait to go back to flagstaff for school ( not to start school im sure but to just be on their own...away from their family) the being away from the family part makes me sad but i do sorta wish i could look forward to going back up and leaving the family....but it is SO hard for me to leave them EVVRY time....it never gets easier..... that is the part that makes me feel like i can never grow up because i absolutely hate leaving my family...i feel so empty without them.... so i guess i am just going to live every day this week and make each one as good as it can be and love every minute i have here!
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