Sunday, March 30, 2008
Past Few Weeks
Well... spring beak has come and gone... i dont know about anybody else but i feel like it went by wayyyyy too fast. i think it took me a while to realize that i was gonna be home for a week and not just the weekend! right before spring break i had my interview for my Athletic Training Program and i was so nervous to find out... i was supposed to find out right before spring break and i did... i GOT IN and i was so excited and relieved. i was thinking that if i hadn't gotten in it would have been the worst spring break ever.... i would have not wanted to come back up to school because i would not be able to progress in my major. But now that i am accepted i can move on and take the next step in achieving my life goal. im not gonna lie tho looking ahead to what the future holds is a bit overwhelming. i keep telling myself that it is only 4 more years and then im free to have a job and do what i love and what i love is definitely NOT homework and school hahaha i dont know about any of you but these last few weeks of the semester are gonna be rough!!! im trying to stay focused and on top of things but its like i have senioritus all over again!
Sunday, March 16, 2008
HOME
Well... first of all i am realizing that my blogs are kinda steering away from my original idea of talking about what i wanna do and be when i grow up but now it is kinda just like a weekly journal...but i guess it is still just talking about how i am growing everyday and how i am coming closer and closer to who and what i am going to do and be for the rest of my life.
But this weeks is spring break and i am SOOO excited to be sitting in my house listening to my mom clean the kitchen, listening to my little sister practice her guitar and knowing my little brother is in his room....we just got back from my grandmas house (we went over there for dinner) and missing my dad tonight because he is at work today...my dad is a fire fighter so he is gone every other day for 24 hour shifts! :) but i just feel like it is so so so amazing to be home and know that i am home for an entire week! every time i come home it is like exactly as if i was never gone and i love it! i feel so fortunate that i can come home and absolutely love every second of being home...it gives me mixed emotions when i hear of people say that they cant wait to go back to flagstaff for school ( not to start school im sure but to just be on their own...away from their family) the being away from the family part makes me sad but i do sorta wish i could look forward to going back up and leaving the family....but it is SO hard for me to leave them EVVRY time....it never gets easier..... that is the part that makes me feel like i can never grow up because i absolutely hate leaving my family...i feel so empty without them.... so i guess i am just going to live every day this week and make each one as good as it can be and love every minute i have here!
But this weeks is spring break and i am SOOO excited to be sitting in my house listening to my mom clean the kitchen, listening to my little sister practice her guitar and knowing my little brother is in his room....we just got back from my grandmas house (we went over there for dinner) and missing my dad tonight because he is at work today...my dad is a fire fighter so he is gone every other day for 24 hour shifts! :) but i just feel like it is so so so amazing to be home and know that i am home for an entire week! every time i come home it is like exactly as if i was never gone and i love it! i feel so fortunate that i can come home and absolutely love every second of being home...it gives me mixed emotions when i hear of people say that they cant wait to go back to flagstaff for school ( not to start school im sure but to just be on their own...away from their family) the being away from the family part makes me sad but i do sorta wish i could look forward to going back up and leaving the family....but it is SO hard for me to leave them EVVRY time....it never gets easier..... that is the part that makes me feel like i can never grow up because i absolutely hate leaving my family...i feel so empty without them.... so i guess i am just going to live every day this week and make each one as good as it can be and love every minute i have here!
Sunday, March 9, 2008
Today
Today...right now... i am sitting on my bed eating breakfast checking my email and gonna be geting ready for church soon. i was checking my email and i had one from my little sister...she is 13 :) it always brightens my day when i hear from my family and the fact that my little sister so regularly emails me and make and effort to keep in touch with me and fill me in on what im missing at home makes my heart smile. it makes me realize that she misses me and i cant explain how amazing that makes me feel. this is the week before spring break and i am hoping that it doesnt go as slow as im thinking it will. it will be so amazing to be home in my house with my family for an ENTIRE WEEK!! it will be the first time this semester that i will be home.
so this weekend i had my interview for my athletic training program and i should find out tomorrow or tuesday whether i got it. i am very nervous because i want it so bad and if i get in then from here on is when i begin my journey for the rest of my life. it is going to be hard and extremely time consuming and im gonna love it! im so excited to find out what is going to happen!
so this weekend i had my interview for my athletic training program and i should find out tomorrow or tuesday whether i got it. i am very nervous because i want it so bad and if i get in then from here on is when i begin my journey for the rest of my life. it is going to be hard and extremely time consuming and im gonna love it! im so excited to find out what is going to happen!
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